Personal Biography, who am I?
"Life is dark, cold, lonley, and hard. Its about being hurt so much you could cry a river. But living is about finding the light in the dark, making a fire to be warm, finding that one true person who can live with and never be alone, and finding situtations to solve the problems thats hard. Its about crying the river and then making a boat to cross to the otherside."
Growing up as kid i was always told to not move around a lot to always sit still and behave, my family would scold me and tell me not to be exploring to much and to stop asking silly questions all the time, but as usual i never listened. I was always exploring my world and bringing home different creatures into my house to learn more about, in school my teachers would encourage us to always ask questions, i soon discovered that they meant asking question related to the lesson being taught, not asking philisophical questions about life during a lesson about math... My friends always saw me as that "strange girl" the one who would enjoy sitting by herself reading books and singing to herself, as opposed to being around a lot of people following what ever it is that they were doing. My parents would often worry about my social life, in 4th grade my mom soon took my social life into her hands i was then forced to give out invitations, to all these girls i never really associated with, to my house for my weekly Friday sleepovers which of course had to be themed, i soon went from that strange girl, to being popular, but none of my friends really knew who i was they only associated themselves with me because they wanted to attend my sleepovers for the goody bags and because it was considered "cool" if you were invited. Most of time during my sleep over my friends would all be sitting together playing with my toys and talking to one another about boys and other things, while i hid myself in my closet to read. It wasnt until I had to move that i actually made a real friend who shared my interest in books and who also didnt like the social groups and all the drama that came with them. Her name was Cheyenne she was a transfer to our school and she was just as nerdy and strange as i was, so we hit off pretty well. In 5th grade i moved to Wisconsin from Colorado to live with my Grandparents, I was very nervous at first but i saw the move as a chance to finally rid myself from the name "strange," and start over, and i did i attended most of my middle school in Wisconsin, and i got the chance to live at Conserve which was a boarding school there, and from there I developed the name "faculty brat," because thats what kids who parents were teachers at the boarding school were called, i wasnt the only faculty brat on campus which was great, i actually lived in the same house as my best friend Savannah, we both attended the same school and it was great honestly I wouldnt trade my time in Wisconsin for anything in the world, my experience there was so incredible when it came time for me to move back to Colorado i was just going into 8th grade, but moving back to Colorado a new charter school was just starting and my parents saw value in making me attend the new school even though I was supposed to be in 8th grade, i went straight to highschool, the charter school, AHS, was and still an even more incredible experience from day one I loved it. I was never really able to learn in school through the normal curriculum, i always had trouble with learning by the text book, and I hated siting in assigned desks, at Animas isnt wasnt like that at all, I learned through visual lessons, I started making projects which allowed me to not only learn the lesson but also take that lesson and apply it myself and really keep it in my mind for all time to come. The work that i create at Animas highschool is a reflection of my learning but its also a reflection of myself. As a student I strive to be the best in school academically as a person i strive to best in life. I feel that Animas has given me the tools i need in order to be successful and i owe my peers and my teachers so much for helping achieve my many goals. So who am I exactly? Well the answer i can give is, I am an artist, poet, literate, i am a teenager, young adult who never really knows exactly what she wants in life and yet i always get it in the end, I am a tendsetter and trend follow, i love to sing in public and alone but then I love to just listen, music has become a big part of my life its what gets me started in the morning and its my friend when i need some comfort, its my lover on holidays when im single, and its my biggest pressure to dance like a crazy person at school dances music is what i love it runs through my veins i worship it like christians worship god. I am not a christian, but im not an athiest either i believe that the is a entity in this world that is great than humans and life itself and it is there to bring life and to take it away, and to keep reminding each and everyone of us on earth to cherrish one another and not to hate but to love and accept our faults and learn from our mistakes. I wish i could tell you that i am perfect and that i never make mistakes but i am only human and for me that means i make mistakes constantly, there is never a day that is perfect for me and i do wish i didnt look the way i do i would love to tell you that i know who i am but honestly i have no clue I like to believe that i am a nice whole hearted person who has it all together, but i am constantly changing my apperance and my habits, i go through life always looking ahead wanting know what factors lie ahead of me beyond that corner. i never stay in one place for long, this make my life very difficult and exciting at the same time, i can not be tied down for long and i hate being changed, if someone is going to choose to be apart of my life, they need to understand that they can only accept me if they hope to stay in my life for long, they can not and should not change me, people have tried to make me into the person that they wanted me to be and they all failed, i am a rebellious girl and i dont like feeling like someone is controling me, over all i wish i could honestly tell you who i am exactly, and i wish i could tell you all my plans in life for the future but the truth is i dont know but i can tell you that although i dont know the person i am, i love her. Please click the links provided and view all my work and hopefully you will get a better idea of the person i truely am thanks(: and have a nice day.
Growing up as kid i was always told to not move around a lot to always sit still and behave, my family would scold me and tell me not to be exploring to much and to stop asking silly questions all the time, but as usual i never listened. I was always exploring my world and bringing home different creatures into my house to learn more about, in school my teachers would encourage us to always ask questions, i soon discovered that they meant asking question related to the lesson being taught, not asking philisophical questions about life during a lesson about math... My friends always saw me as that "strange girl" the one who would enjoy sitting by herself reading books and singing to herself, as opposed to being around a lot of people following what ever it is that they were doing. My parents would often worry about my social life, in 4th grade my mom soon took my social life into her hands i was then forced to give out invitations, to all these girls i never really associated with, to my house for my weekly Friday sleepovers which of course had to be themed, i soon went from that strange girl, to being popular, but none of my friends really knew who i was they only associated themselves with me because they wanted to attend my sleepovers for the goody bags and because it was considered "cool" if you were invited. Most of time during my sleep over my friends would all be sitting together playing with my toys and talking to one another about boys and other things, while i hid myself in my closet to read. It wasnt until I had to move that i actually made a real friend who shared my interest in books and who also didnt like the social groups and all the drama that came with them. Her name was Cheyenne she was a transfer to our school and she was just as nerdy and strange as i was, so we hit off pretty well. In 5th grade i moved to Wisconsin from Colorado to live with my Grandparents, I was very nervous at first but i saw the move as a chance to finally rid myself from the name "strange," and start over, and i did i attended most of my middle school in Wisconsin, and i got the chance to live at Conserve which was a boarding school there, and from there I developed the name "faculty brat," because thats what kids who parents were teachers at the boarding school were called, i wasnt the only faculty brat on campus which was great, i actually lived in the same house as my best friend Savannah, we both attended the same school and it was great honestly I wouldnt trade my time in Wisconsin for anything in the world, my experience there was so incredible when it came time for me to move back to Colorado i was just going into 8th grade, but moving back to Colorado a new charter school was just starting and my parents saw value in making me attend the new school even though I was supposed to be in 8th grade, i went straight to highschool, the charter school, AHS, was and still an even more incredible experience from day one I loved it. I was never really able to learn in school through the normal curriculum, i always had trouble with learning by the text book, and I hated siting in assigned desks, at Animas isnt wasnt like that at all, I learned through visual lessons, I started making projects which allowed me to not only learn the lesson but also take that lesson and apply it myself and really keep it in my mind for all time to come. The work that i create at Animas highschool is a reflection of my learning but its also a reflection of myself. As a student I strive to be the best in school academically as a person i strive to best in life. I feel that Animas has given me the tools i need in order to be successful and i owe my peers and my teachers so much for helping achieve my many goals. So who am I exactly? Well the answer i can give is, I am an artist, poet, literate, i am a teenager, young adult who never really knows exactly what she wants in life and yet i always get it in the end, I am a tendsetter and trend follow, i love to sing in public and alone but then I love to just listen, music has become a big part of my life its what gets me started in the morning and its my friend when i need some comfort, its my lover on holidays when im single, and its my biggest pressure to dance like a crazy person at school dances music is what i love it runs through my veins i worship it like christians worship god. I am not a christian, but im not an athiest either i believe that the is a entity in this world that is great than humans and life itself and it is there to bring life and to take it away, and to keep reminding each and everyone of us on earth to cherrish one another and not to hate but to love and accept our faults and learn from our mistakes. I wish i could tell you that i am perfect and that i never make mistakes but i am only human and for me that means i make mistakes constantly, there is never a day that is perfect for me and i do wish i didnt look the way i do i would love to tell you that i know who i am but honestly i have no clue I like to believe that i am a nice whole hearted person who has it all together, but i am constantly changing my apperance and my habits, i go through life always looking ahead wanting know what factors lie ahead of me beyond that corner. i never stay in one place for long, this make my life very difficult and exciting at the same time, i can not be tied down for long and i hate being changed, if someone is going to choose to be apart of my life, they need to understand that they can only accept me if they hope to stay in my life for long, they can not and should not change me, people have tried to make me into the person that they wanted me to be and they all failed, i am a rebellious girl and i dont like feeling like someone is controling me, over all i wish i could honestly tell you who i am exactly, and i wish i could tell you all my plans in life for the future but the truth is i dont know but i can tell you that although i dont know the person i am, i love her. Please click the links provided and view all my work and hopefully you will get a better idea of the person i truely am thanks(: and have a nice day.